Kiwi On The Loose

I have not written for quite a while. At times I get just get fed up with my own words, my own thoughts, the energy involved in thinking and making sense of life and dreaming. And loving. THEN i always get to this point where I don’t give a toss, words are actually important to me and tho I do more than the daily male allocation of 2,000, and maybe as much as the female allocation of 20,000, I like to think that my words and thoughts are about good and positive things. I want to be create beauty in my life, be it asking myself the hard questions, or others. One of my favourite quotes is the your life is the greatest work of art. That takes active engagement. Being there. Commitment and perseverance in the face of difficult circumstances @ times. It takes a winners attitude to keep on keeping on. Sure you u can’t live in an intense space all the time, nor do I want to, but I am not just gonna sit back and let life happen to me or pass me by. I need to take it by the horns and wrestle with it.
Sometimes that gets too much I know, for me and others. I so try not to be self absorbed type5 guy.